The Party

It hurts so much to see him. The pain was so sharp that for a moment I thought I would succumb to the music and collapse; but, I danced on. I know from the men’s reactions that I was the centrepiece of the night in my 浴衣(yukata), but his eyes avoided me like I’m a…

The Visit

When you next see me, I want to see your eyes lighting up at the sight of my beauty; I want to sense your breath holding still when you catch a whiff of my alluring scent; I want to hear your heart skipping a beat at every sylph-like step I take; I want to feel…

Admiring Art – Shiawase Moment

I seem to have a knack for making friends one or two generations above me. In the past year or so, I have struck up friendships with three seniors, two of whom are Christians and one artist, all of who have counselled me and lent me sage advice and shared their outlooks on life with…

Lady of the Night

A question I get asked by practically every client I’ve ever had is this: Why are you working here? They understand that most of the other girls have no choice but to seek employment at the club, but I do not seem to be in the same situation. It is neither the money nor the…

A Child’s Love

Can someone tell me how do you know if you love someone? Can someone tell me what is love? I don’t know if I love him romantically, but just know that I care for him very, very much and have shed many, many tears for him. Despite all his flaws, his childishness, his immaturity, his…

A Warm, Rustic Dinner with a Bruised Intestine(/Pxxxx?)

My friend and I decided to host a cooking-party night on the weekend. We went grocery shopping and came home to cook pretty much everything we bought all in one pan, consecutively. It was probably not the best idea to go shopping with two hungry tummies as that made utterly everything in the store look…

Lady of the Night

He came back again to see me. I was tired from working all day and had neck pains, so was very distracted the entire time, which concerned him. I could not bring myself to entertain him due to the pain. Thankfully, he was very tolerating and told me to simply relax, as he was an…

Nee, That Moon Is Me~

Why, oh, why is there pain in this chest? How I wish to see him once more. His side, I yearn to be, Your side, I was to be. Season crosses over I can tell simply from your eyes. Why, oh, why I turn back, your reflection is distant still? Though stars may swiftly fade…